Wednesday, February 22, 2006



begin: a dawn of a new era
a graduation fashion show
de la salle-college of saint benilde
december 2005

brokeback mountain

finally, ive seen the movie! :-)
i enjoyed it! its worth it!

my final judgment for the film.. "simple but..!"

the movis is yes, very simple. but in a deeper understanding, it is very effective and inspiring! honestly, the film made me feel depressed and sad. i was sad because its a sad movie.. hehe.. and its not a happy ending. i got depressed.. however, i felt happy na din because the movie was acclaimed as one of the best movies produced ever!!! well.. brokeback mountain won LOTS OF AWARDS from different award-giving bodies worldwide!! best actor, best picture, best director..etc... and fyi: the movie has 7 academy awards nominations including best picture and best actor (heath ledger).. i like him.. crush ko na siya..hehe.. i also like jake gylenhaal. (im not sure about the spelling..)hehe

the movie is indeed a success! simply because people nowadays (homosexuals or straight) are very interested to watch movies about homosexuality.. iam sure that time will come.. sexual discrimation will be gone. keep the faith!

Sunday, February 12, 2006






grad photos!! thanks besie!

lovapalooza

i was in doubt. so, i decided to come and witness the annual event called lovapalooza. ideally, this is event is for couples.

actually, i dont have any plan to go there since i knew na sobrang daming tao.. and i was afraid of stampede.. hehe.. however, my friend forced me to go.. sabi ko.. "ayoko ko!" but he insisted and told me who knows, i might meet my soulmate there.. haha.. so sige! GO AKO!

i looked around and observed.. there were lots of couples.. na-inggit ako.. :-( i told myself, time will come, babalik ako hoping na may kasama ako at hindi friend kundi jowa.. at exactly 12am.. the people started kissing.. and u know what i did? i joined them.. the difference: i kissed my friends on their cheeks and thank them for the friendship they gave me. AT may fireworks... ganda!!! i enjoyed it.

right now, im happy with my life. i love my family and my family loves me. i love my friends and my friends love me. and most importantly, i love the Lord and i know, the Lord loves me too.. what can i ask for?

lovapalooza

i was in doubt. so, i decided to come and witness the annual event called lovapalooza. ideally, this is event is for couples.

actually, i dont have any plan to go there since i knew na sobrang daming tao.. and i was afraid of stampede.. hehe.. however, my friend forced me to go.. sabi ko.. "ayoko ko!" but he insisted and told me who knows, i might meet my soulmate there.. haha.. so sige! GO AKO!

i looked around and observed.. there were lots of couples.. na-inggit ako.. :-( i told myself, time will come, babalik ako hoping na may kasama ako at hindi friend kundi jowa.. at exactly 12am.. the people started kissing.. and u know what i did? i joined them.. the difference: i kissed my friends on their cheeks and thank them for the friendship they gave me. AT may fireworks... ganda!!! i enjoyed it.

right now, im happy with my life. i love my family and my family loves me. i love my friends and my friends love me. and most importantly, i love the Lord and i know, the Lord loves me too.. what can i ask for?

Sunday, February 05, 2006

thank you my beloved CSB!

finally, graduate na ako! i can now say that im a certified benildean! well.. im a proud benildean. my school has taught so many things which i believe helped me to become a better person.

graduation day


yesterday, feb 4, 2006 is our graduation day. it was held at PICC, plenary hall. i was with my family..my dear mom, ate may, my 2 pretty besies..(abbie and rachel).. too bad my sister april has a class and uen is only 3 years old.. children below 7 are not allowed.. wawa naman uen ko..) i was not excited. i dont know why.. maybe because i was really sleepy.. natulog ako 130am na coz ive waited pa for my friend na magpapahiram sakin ng pink pale necktie to complete my outfit. i opted for a non-traditional get-up. i wore a custom-made gray long sleeves with floral details matched with pale pink tie and white twill pants.. and a new pair of shoes which i bought as my graduation gift to myself..

i woke up 6 am believing i wont be late coz our house is just 15 mins away from picc..hehe.. when we arrived, the graduates were already preparing. i saw elaine. i saw my classmates and right there and then, i felt the excitement as i march the aisle for the last time.

during the mass, i was asked to bring the medals. haha.. i was really happy coz at least, i had a part. :-) when i was elementary, my part is to introduce the speaker. high school - speech of tribute to parents.. and college - offer the medal.. hahaha.. :-) one thing i will not forget was when the camera was focused on me.. to be more specific, MY FACE! haha.. i dont know what to do.. so i just looked at it and smile! super smile ako to the highest level..haha.. well i think its better kaysa naman mag feeling ako na di ko alam na di ko nakita ung cam diba.. la lang.. :-) hehehe..

cum laude award.

then, it was the awarding ceremony. i was a cum laude and no one in our house knows that. i kept it a secret bec i want to surprise them, especially my mom.. i didnt show them the program and my certificate. haha.. they kept on asking me before if do i get any award and sabi ko.. "ewan ko?!" haha.. however, during the program, my sister accidentally read my name sa program ng katabi nya.. and syempre, she told that to my mom and indeed, my mom was surprised!! i got the award and i saw my mom waiting for me to pin my medal. i was really happy.. and serioulsy, i think im gonna cry but i did not kasi nakakahiya naman.. hehe.. i hugged and kissed my mom. i knew shes proud of me :-)

i saw my crushes got their diploma and i felt sad. however, i felt happy na din kasi they are all cute.. ;) landi ko talaga.. here are their initials.. m.w, r.s, k.g...hehe.. 3 lahat sila.. and honestly, i cant choose one from them.. charing! after the program syempre.... PICTURE PICTURE!!!!!! yehey!!! and im sure.. almost one hour kami nag picture picture sa lobby ng picc with elaine, rita, jona, ziggy, gers, ingrid and her sweet mom.. hahaha.. i would like to thank my dear besies... abbie and rachel for all their efforts. thank u so much! :-)

then.. we all proceed to shakeys to eat... sabi ko dapat sa mura lang kasi im gonna pay the bill eh..hahaha.. well, its my choice to pay the bill coz i already have a job and syempre treat ko yun sa kanila.. hehe. we ate a lot!! lahat kami super busog! :-p

at home.

my ninang visited us and she brought 2 boxes of pizza for us.. i bought 1 can of ice cream for all of us.. i didnt eat much kasi busog pa ako.. we had a great merienda!

hmmmm... finally my college life was totally finished!
im gonna miss the school.
im gonna miss my friends.
im gonna miss the teachers.
im gonna miss everything.
thank you guys!
thank you Lord..

i love you all.